waving goodbye

So I think I'm going to get the job. It's not the job I ever wanted, but it's a living. Soon I'll be out living on my own and ah... I don't know. I guess just continuing to fade away.

I'm very jealous of all of you. All of you people with "lives" and friends and things to do and lovers to kiss and futures to look forward to. I had all those things once. Or at least I thought I did. I'm really not sure what happened.