taking a deep breath

Alas, I don't deal with stress too well. It appears I'm going to have my impromptu vacation. I've been a jittery mess the last three days -- I'm getting a little manic -- difficulty sleeping, racing thoughts, anxiety, periods of euphoria, etc.

I've also been craving alcohol... so I'm a little worried, especially since I've made my trip plans and I'll be going away for the first time in almost two years.

I'm trying to stay on an even keel and just hang with it. Wish me luck.