i regress

Well...

it's been a while. I often think of what I'd be writing in this blog if I were doing so, but for some reason when I sit down in front of this screen, I can't find thoughts nor words.

My mind's still been a bit in the state I described here two weeks ago. A little bit less so... but it's still disturbing, because I've started to grow comfortable in it... like old ratty clothes. Last night I even had "The Nightmare" -- the one I've had dozens of times, but thought I'd finally banished from my subconscious.

I'd say that I want to re-center my mind to somewhere more healthy and wholesome... but I'm not sure it would be the truth.