changes in latitudes

What's there to say? I haven't sought out help of any kind since my last post. Things aren't getting worse, so I've just been keeping on. I'm unsure of what I should do and what I'll have to do about this. I'm afraid that dealing with it all might end my current relationship... and the emotional turmoil that ending relationships seem to bring about isn't something I look forward to.

Anyway, I'm going on a nice tropical vacation with the girlfriend next week -- hopefully some sunshine and palm trees will put some perspective on things.