mired in mediocrity

They've been some crazy, crazy months. Endings, resumptions, pushing new boundaries.

But I'm not here to talk about that. I've just been feeling kind of down the past few days and I have no one to tell that to at the moment. This blog's still a friend that I know will listen.

My self-esteem has been built up in quite a few ways over the past 3 months or so but it's taken a beating over the past few days. It seems like nothing really comes easy to me in love, work, school, games, or anything else. I don't seem to have the natural talent to skate by in any facet and I don't have the discipline or direction to work hard at anything.