Sunday, April 26, 2009

at the heart of it all

Just thought I'd say hello to an old friend. I've been sad again, and I know that it will listen.

Sad as it is, the fundamental truth remains beneath everything else. For all the gleaming facades I build up over it, in my heart of hearts I believe: in the end, everything dies and none of us matter.


At 5/25/2009 9:12 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello again, I've followed this blog for a long time.
Like a friend it has kept me sane, helping to peel away the lonely and letting me see the light even just for a second or so.
I feel the same many people tell me I'm a nihlist or existentialist, but no matter where it leads me the truth still pains me, to understand the meaningless of our existence and hopelesness of continued living.
I once thought that enlightenment and knowledge cures all fears and pain but so far it has led me to understand how pointless it all is, a universe of accident and random acts, no real reason, just us on this planet, no reason for the pain I feel.
sorry for the depressing comment but things just seem to get worse and I just seem to get more numb.
hope to hear from you soon.

At 9/01/2009 2:58 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

It is true everything dies and none of us matters. But let us live in the present.
Be optimistic!!

This is Joshua from Israeli Uncensored News

At 11/10/2009 10:34 PM, Blogger celestial blue said...

I'm still checkin in on you from time to time.... so be sure to check in with us. ;-)


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