muffled dissonance

I haven't disappeared. I've just been busy. Doing some things I should be doing... and some things I probably shouldn't be. I've been changing recently. I can feel it. I wonder all the time whether it's for better or worse.

I'm acting more how I feel rather than how I think I should be. This might lead me into a low place... but if I'm to come back again, I'll come back more honestly.

at a loss for words

Over a month! I think about posting here almost every day, but I always get sidetracked... or maybe I'm afraid of the thoughts that might come out should I start writing. Things have happened... maybe I'll get to relating them soon.