No pain, no gain

I'm only barely coherent right now... but I feel the need to put something down.

I was dismayed to find that after six weeks of being smoke-free I've gained about ten pounds. So, I've put myself on a reduced calorie diet (1500).

On day three, here I am going insane... not sure if I can stick with this or not, but I'm not going to let myself become fat again.

Anyway, today at work wasn't too great. I was kind of hyper and a little bit rude to people a few times. I worry myself when I get this way. And I wonder what people are going to think of me now...

Going out with the guys tomorrow night for some "adult entertainment" (their idea, not mine.) Should be interesting...